fundamental
Yes, when it came to fundamental, I concerned about what. What is happening? Why does it happen? How does these things come across each other and to present the world we see.
And yes, I thought that if I could figure everything out, I wouldn’t be so confused about the future. If we can understand the moment we stand by now, then the future would be no more than millions of moments yet to come. So I am not worried. I stick to the moment and trying to figure out what is behind and beyond.
So I was not like someone I knew, who might had already figured out or decided to neglect what was going on, but chose to adopt new approach and measure to react.
To me, a singer is born to sing because of the natural gifts. A writer is born to write because of sharing his creative moments. Surely there are a lot to learn and it required a lot elements to be successful either as a career or as earning a living. But maybe we are not natural singers or writers. Maybe we just want to become skilled labors or professionals. Maybe we haven’t figured out what’s behind and how ordinary we are or we can be. From whose points of view, you are special and happy. Why do they make you feel special and happy? If it’s pure love, let it be. If it is not, let it be.
What makes you happy is however, a more interesting issue for you to think about. If you wish not to become regretful, what would you do? The choice is within your hands under some constraints. Hurry up. Time won’t wait. So you have cleared up your mind.
sui generis
We’re all unique people that have ordinary moments in our lives. But what’s the definition of “ordinary”? Who defines it? A dictionary, societal standards? Us?
The problem is people go in search of happiness; they try to find it, they try to “conjure” it up by doing so many things. But is it within us; something less tangible, less animated? Do it have a time frame? Be happy by this date/time or else the “boat” will be miss.
The “boat” won’t wait since our bodies are aging each day. Ordinary moments can mean idleness to empty or diligence to fill in the schedules. There should be no concrete definition but some tend to impose own ideas upon others. We surely can relax ourselves to enjoy happiness anytime anywhere. But is it luxury?
Personalities are surely different, leading to various ways of thinking, on how people see the world, life, living.
Relaxation is a luxury for some. Happiness should not be.
There is a saying that happiness is only real when shared.
Enjoy the happiness.